Motherhood is not meant to break you down...
It's meant to break you open
You were not meant to wither inside motherhood.
You were meant to blossom.
To soften and stretch open.
To expand your capacity to give and receive love
To remember who the fuck you are, what your sacred work here really is
Motherhood asks everything of you and there are no do-overs. This is not a dress rehearsal.
Let me ask you, mama...
Who are you beneath the burnout? Beneath the endless to-do lists and piles of laundry? Who are you beneath the perfectionism and the "never enoughness"?
Who were you before the world taught you to shrink and want less?
This is your invitation to step into the garden with me.
With the support of sacred mushroom medicine, the luscious medicine of summertime and a community of other moms, this is your invitation to:
Let yourself exhale, let your heart bloom, your body soften and your devotion deepen.
This is Florescence - a 3-month guided microdosing experience for mothers who long to feel more alive, more connected, and more themselves even within the chaos
It’s a sacred space to reawaken your sensuality, honor your nervous system, and return to the magic of your inner garden so that you can bring the very best of yourself to the most sacred task of all- raising the future.
I DARE you to be fully ALIVE in your life as a mom.
"Let us live like flowers. Wild and beautiful and drenched in sun." Ellen Everett
ARE YOU READY TO BLOOM?
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You know in your heart that motherhood is a potent portal
And yet that couldn't feel further from the truth.
- What if you could anchor your days in the kind of deeper resilience and embodied power that would allow you to show up for your children with the patience and grace that you know is possible if only you could get your head above water?
- What if you could finally tune out the noise and tune in to your sacred intuition about who your children really are, what they need from you, and how to really partner with them?
- How would it feel to lean into the intelligence of Earth Medicine to resource you to finally do the deeper ancestral healing work that you have been putting off until you have time? Well, it's time now.
"And the day came that the risk to remain tight in a bud became more painful than the risk it took to bloom" Anais Nin
Modern Motherhood is a scam and your wise wild body knows it
- Even though modern society glorifies and reveres the burned out and overwhelmed mom, your body is whispering (and maybe screaming) that mothering can and should be rooted in pleasure, peace and presence
- The Good Mom has become synonymous with the Martyr Mom and even though you know this isn't true, there are no blueprints to follow to do it differently
Do any of the following scenarios feel familiar?
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Self care is a joke
Perhaps you finally get some time to "do self care" but you spend the entire time just trying to catch up on chores and can't just relax. You feel like you are stuck running on a treadmill, always just one task behind and never fully present with your life
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Mom guilt is your constant companion
Another sleepless night beating yourself up for not doing or being enough. The short temper, the forgotten lunch box, the exhaustion that kept you from being present. You swear tomorrow will be a better day. But somewhere you know these patterns run deep
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You have become your mother (and not in a good way)
You swore you would do it better. And yet the constant pressure and relentlessness of motherhood has revealed your childhood and ancestral trauma is alive and well. What to do now?
You are not alone and you are not broken!
If you found yourself quietly nodding along or maybe even tearing up, keep reading...
Introducing Florescence
- Florescence is a 3 month sacred microdosing container by a mom for moms created for you to finally, truly come home to yourself so that you can show up as the mom you know you can be
- Florescence invites you to co-create a conscious and reverent relationship with psilocybin so that you can finally catalyze deep and lasting transformation and healing in your life and your lineage
- Florescence invites you into sacred sisterhood with other moms on the medicine path who have also decided to let motherhood be the invitation that finally calls you into your highest potential
^^No matter where you are on your mothering journey, here, you get to bring it all. The hope, the grief, the longing and the healing.
Through the powerful and gentle support of microdosing, let your mothering be kissed by the sacred and give your nervous system the gift of co-regulation with the oldest intelligence on the planet.
let yourself be initiated by motherhood
✨ are you ready to break the chain?
How I went from Martyr Mom to Embodied Matriarch
My Story of Mothering on the Medicine Path
How it began:
Hello, I'm Juliana. I began my motherhood journey at the very young age of 21 living in the Andean mountains of Peru. From the very beginning it became clear that my mothering journey would be a solo one and that it was up to me to resource myself so that I could show up with as much love and patience as I could muster. I was a child of the DARE era and the idea of "drugs are bad" had been hammered into my psyche. And yet, I found myself stepping through the portal of motherhood immersed in one of the most ancient and intact medicine cultures in the world. It would not be until years later that motherhood finally brought me to my knees hard enough that I would turn to psychedelics as an ally.
What they don't tell you:
What they don't tell you about motherhood is that it will bring you to your knees over and over again. Not just because the demands of mothering are so all -encompassing, but because you will be confronted by all of your own unhealed ancestral and childhood trauma. This is by design and yet, non of us are really equipped to deal with it when it happens. For me, this looked like trying to be the perfect crunchy mom. Homeschooling, world traveling, spending hours in the kitchen trying to adhere to some impossible standard of health. They had said I was too young to be a mom. And the way forward for a young, single mom newly transplanted back to the States looked bleak. So I rebelled and swore I would prove them wrong by being the perfect mom. And completely martyred myself in the process.
And then finally I broke (down? open?)
Running from one impossible standard to the next, my body screaming at me to slow down and just turn around and face myself. Mushrooms came into my life through sacred synchronicity and I began to invite them in. Little did I know, mushrooms would become my primary partner and co-parent. A nibble here, a nibble there, a completely intuitive practice and protocol began to emerge. I started microdosing before microdosing was even a word and definitely before it was cool. The protocol that I share with you in Florescence is the intuitive practice that emerged from years of experimentation, listening and refinement. This is the practice that finally slowed me down and broke me open to the messy gift of mothering with a heart wide open. And now I am so honored to share it with you.
I WANT THIS!
Florescence is so much more than a program- it's an initiation
Here's what you get in Florescence
LET'S BEGINStories from the Medicine Path
The path of feeling and healing fully is always well worth the effort
In a sea of microdosing courses, there's something different about Florescence...
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We hold Mushroom medicine as a sacrament, not just another supplement in the stack. This means that we must meet the medicine halfway and learn to give as much to our practice as we expect to receive. In other words. YOU are the medicine and the mushrooms are here to remind you of that
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Learning to practice reciprocity and non-consumptive, non-colonizing ways of working with the medicine is vital to cultivating a good working relationship with these teachers. This means expanding your idea of what "medicine" is and learning to connect energetically with the mushrooms and let them teach you how to live well off the medicine too.
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The best and most effective protocol is the one that is born of your lived experience and intuition. No "expert" can tell you what protocol will serve you best. While we love the Fadimans and Stamets of the world, there are not there in your life with you. In this course you will learn how to collect the data that you need to continue to adapt and grow your practice so that it can truly support you in your dynamic and ever-changing life.
But wait, there's more!
Here at Boldly Embodied, we are creating a culture where ALL of you gets a seat at the table. We are creating a culture where mothering and pleasure get to coexist, so I have some pleasure specific bonuses for you:
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- A free copy of My Pleasure, my 28 day pleasure centered journaling practice specifically for moms. Think daily prompts and practices to invite more play and pleasure into your life. A wonderful companion for microdosing
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- FREE access to my Dear Pleasure masterclass- a 2 hour living love letter and erotic invocation to and from the Mother Body to help you honor and access your pleasure as a mom.
JOIN US TODAY
Our summer wander begins on June 23! Will you step into the magic?
Call Schedule for our Summer Wander:
- June 23rd 7pm EST- Opening Ceremony
- July 7- Month 1, Week 1
- July 14- Month 1, Week 2
- July 21- Month 1, Week 3
- July 28- Month 1, Week 4
- August 4- Month 2, Week 1
- August 11- Month 2, Week 2
- August 16- 10am-4pm- Wild Florescence Garden Party. A live and luscious microdosing day in community IN PERSON in a secret location in Southern Vermont
- August 18- Month 2, Week 3
- August 25- Month 2, Week 4
- September 1 (Pre-recorded)- Month 3- Week 1
- September 8- Month 3, Week 2
- September 15- Month 3, Week 3
- September 22- Month 3, Week 4
- September 29- Harvest and Closing Ceremony
Mama, the world needs you to thrive Your kids do too!
- It is time to change the paradigm of what mothering gets to be. No more accepting burnout and martyrdom as the status quo. No more living behind a glass wall of perfectionism while life happens without you. I want you to feel deeply and unequivocally connected to the sacred nature of what this chapter of your life really is. The mushrooms can help.
Florescence is for you if:
STEP INTO THE GARDEN WITH USFAQ
Still got questions?
I've got answers
Is microdosing safe/legal?
Can I microdose if I am pregnant or breastfeeding?
Is Florescence only for biological mothers?
What is your cancellation policy?
Are you Ready to Bloom?
Let this season of deep practice with the Mushroom Teachers, sacred sisterhood community, and the vivacious medicine of the summertime be the alchemical vessel of transformation and healing that changes the game forever. Not just for you but for the future generations
SAY NO MORE- I'M READY TO APPLY
Wait, what's included again?
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Weekly Zoom Calls
The secret sauce of our time together where we do the nitty gritty daily work of mothering on the medicine path. Here you will receive inspiration and real time support to hold you steady in your practice.
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World Class Curriculum
You will receive lifetime access to the tried and true Microdosing Earth Medicine curriculum so that you can take this practice with you into many more seasons of your life. You will also receive ALL the supplies you need for our 3 months together
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Sacred Community
All of the coaching and support you could ever need between calls in our safe and private signal community as well as lifelong friends with other moms on the medicine path which is priceless.
Let's Begin!
Today is the day you change the legacy of your lineage and your experience of motherhood for good. I am so excited to embark on this journey together!
I'M READY